As my journey unfolds before my eyes... I notice that the love expressed between humans is slowly disappearing.... I'm in the streets every day, either before or after work, grindin & hustlin trying to help people that are in the streets...and noone seems to care about each other.... Homeless stealing from the homeless.... People going hungry.... It's a shame.... Then to make it worse... Noone will hire people off the streets.... The nerves are short and the desperation is building....I can only do so much to help.....
Now for some.... Living in the streets is ok for them.... Mostly the ones with a substance problem usually fair well in the woods.... Some have the appearance of being well off.... For those ones, the streets is a temporary stop.... They do their best to get off the streets..... Some make a living off the streets..... One homeless guy said that "sniping" ( a term used when someone
is looking for cigarette butts hoping to find left a little tobacco left....helps"looking for cigarette butts help me pass the time and helps my habit"

Man, the power of positive thinking has changed my situation around.....
First off.... What a bad incident that happened at the U of Conn.... Jasper Howard was stabbed at a homecoming party this weekend... The ongoing situations of campus violence is continuing more then what people would like to see.... But how do we get to the kids to make them understand that violence without self defense is wrong?.... How about the girl in Chicago that had a gun on the school bus.... Kids are losing there minds.... Can it be the vaccinations or what's in the foods that make the kids agressive? Who knows.... But something has to change.....
All I can say is that energy is real.... So since Barack has been elected... This country hasn't been affected by strong hurricanes..... It's like if the suffering and struggle of black people drew hurricanes towards America from Africa.... As soon as Barack was elected and black people rejoiced.... Hurricanes didn't find the North American continent in 2009.... Energy is real....

Boy..... 2day was a rough day....I woke up from my homeboys living room floor with a slight hangover.... I also can't get a wi-fi connect....good thing for my trusty iPhone.... So I go online too check my daily income and....BAMM.... "Account can not be displayed"....i was like "WUT DAA!"... So I called Navy Federal and they told me there was a hold from the DOR.... A majority of my money is in there..... Even though I'm handling my business.... That's not enough fir them.... It all stems from past due child support.... I know I shouldn't have fell behind.... But being consistant now should just allow the arrear to be added at the end of 18 years.... But taking pretty much everything in my account is not the way to do it.... I'm stuck..... My income comes from google checkout and paypal... My fault for not having a real job.... But eMoney to me is what I am better at making than actual money.... Bosses want you to look a certain way.... Be a certain way....
Being ur own boss allows you to call the shots.....
"Noone is gonna pay you like you pay yourself" is my motto....
It's rough.... Going to have to sell my iPhone probably... That means carting around a laptop... Cutting cost isn't easy..... But it's needed..... So hopefully this will balance my books without me having to lose more....